I feel bad that I’m able to smile.
I feel like I should be distraught and completely torn up.
I just can’t allow myself to cry anymore..
bunandcheese asked: You are so sweet and your grandmother must be so proud of you, watching down in awe. It's really good that your mind is in a better place. She wouldn't want you to be distraught :-) She's with her other loved ones now watching over you pain-free and happy. This can't be the easiest time even still, but things will get better and better <3
I really can’t say thank you enough.
I’m all out of tears.
She’s in a better place now.
Shes no longer in pain and she’s back with her husband and her Father.
Knowing this right now is enough for me to get through.
I can’t be sad.
I love her and I miss her
but I know she wouldn’t want me to be sad.
So I’m smiling at the memories.
Nothing feels right anymore..
I don’t want to talk
my eyes are all out of tears.
Whats the point of living if we all must die.
